Darkness of humanity 人性的黑暗

Schedule for today is same with Joanne stay at showroom...
But i'm full from 10am until 10pm, Joanne will in at 2pm until 10pm...
Before 2pm, that's damn bored for me to stay alone at showroom...
Dreaming inside the showroom is the best way for me to avoid bored =P

Finally... 4 hours is passed and Joanne was reaching showroom at the time...
She is so relaxing... and very dare to do something weird...
For example eating inside showroom...
See newspaper or magazine when still was working hour lolx...

Just inside 1 hour she reach showroom, she suddenly ask me...
wanna enjoy coffee or teh together...?
LOL... so damn hell but i accept her request xD
She order 2 cups of cold kopi with teh, and a carrot cake...
She gave me 1 cup and some carrot cake... she call me enjoy it together...
Yea... she is very kind and nice... i'm so proud i can know her... =)

When we enjoying our teh time... SM suddenly appear at showroom...
Our teh time has been interrupted by him... holyshit...
Haizz... so bored after he come to showroom...
Cant do anything... even sit down and chat also cannot... BORED!

After few hours... the SM suddenly call me go out for dinner...
Hell but yea... i know wat he mean...
He wan me go out... then can personal talk with Joanne...
Because he know Joanne is going to resign...
But fine... i accept the request and went out...
And enjoy my dinner =)

After 1 hour, i went back to showroom...
Joanne look so down... eye abit wet and red...
But Joanne is so tough... can accept anything...
But still... she wont change her mind...
she will resign at end of this month...
No matter wat SM telling her... she wont change her mind...
She's tough =)

Tesco got teammate is successed to sold a cooker...
SM was requested to send the items to Tesco Mutiara...
So i just help him check all the stock... then open transfer note...
Then yea... Byebye to him... he's gone and went Tesco.

After SM gone... Joanne ask me to go Uncle John and have a teh...
Yea... i accept it and we went to Uncle John together...
She's order a cup mix kopi with teh again...  and a special wan ton...
I order Omega soft boil egg and a cup ipoh white coffee...
然后...她就和我谈了很多很多心事...
谈到很激动时...她对我说了一段令我改变人生的话...

“其实他们有对我说过...（Eric帮不到我们的...帮到我们的是John和你）...是他们对我说的...人就是这样的...你为他们卖力...他们只会利用你而已...Eric...不要想歪啊...我只是不想你再这么的傻...帮他们反而在背后说你帮不了他们...”

听了这番话后，我整个人傻了一下...
我帮他们打天下...得到的却是这样的回报...？
我们是一家人? 放屁!! o0o 他妈的！
我这才知道...人真的真的是很黑暗的...
其实我早就知道了他们是在利用我...
只是一直不相信和不去想而已...
我真的真的很感谢Joanne对我说真话...
下班过后...我去了小云顶...
对天空大喊了很久...傻傻的看着天空...
坐了大约2小时后就回家了...

Haizz... Humanity... really very very darkness...
I wont trust this company anymore...
I will leave... as quick as possible...
As for now... nth can let me stay already...
dark... humanity really very very dark...
so dark... so dark...